"If life is so bad that you want to end it, surely it means it cant get any worse? If it cant get worse, it can only get better"
On the 22 nd of this month (April) it will have been one whole year since I uploaded ‘How We Got Here’ which – if you don’t know- is an original song of mine. (Check it out! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4DVcS62Lhs ) That means that this time last year I would have been busy producing it in the studio. Okay, so I haven’t written about the anniversary of any other songs of mine, so why this one? Basically, during the time of producing it and uploading it to my channel, mentally, I was in a very bad place. I was suffering with a lot of anxieties and unhappiness as well as being very isolated from everyone around me. This was all the backlash of bullying at school. At the time, I was very unhappy and I would spend most nights crying to my mum about how I basically didn’t want to live anymore. I couldn’t see any possibilities of anything getting better what so ever. I was disgusted with whom I was and was jelouse of everyone who seemed to be happy becau...